CoLouRs Of RennBoW

Stories behind the Rennbow~ The emotional part of me

2010-08-28T20:46:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since my last update. Life has been so so crazy, I couldn't even describe it!!. I've started working as a Product Specialist selling drugs in a Pharma company. It's definitely much much ..MUCH difficult than I thought, coping with the working world. In fact, there's so many rules and so much to learn, I somehow at some point, started to doubt myself if I really can really survive in my job?.Well, I'm not gonna start giving up and I'm not gonna stop trying and learning. Not gonna talk much about it ( I'm not allowed to,anyway =.=')..So ya, I LOVE MY JOB, I LOVE MY JOB, I LOVE MY JOB!!...

There's also a lot of ups and downs these past few months... Honestly, it's really really stressful and tiring. But what can I say, my "Fake a smile" technique is improving day by day. I cried a lot and got very emotional because of that. Great thing is, lucky I got my lovely friends to always be there for me, support and care for me! And also my step father, the thing he did for my broken family, I owe him so much that I don't even know how to pay him!. Bro and mom, well, we have our way to love each other~

Chaos in family..I somehow wondered, the word RELATIONSHIP and LOVE, to me is so....Weird???..I don't know.
Being in my shoe, it's weird to see how couples can get so madly in love, one moment they enjoy being together so much, they make a vow that sounds so blissful - "till death do us part", had children and stuff..but at last, they end up realizing that they actually hate each other so much and they somewhat thought that being together and giving birth to the children was a huge mistake. That's shitty!

It makes me take a few steps back when it comes to relationship, be it as couples, as family or what so ever. And honestly, in my heart, there are some missing pieces~ and more has been taken away.

I'm writing this while talking to my mom on the phone, She's getting emotional talking about my "biological" father that seems so "artificial" to me. Getting more and more "artificial". Me being the intermediate between my parents who hates each other so much, it makes me lost hope and faith and I begin to question myself, what more could I believe and rely on?

All in all, I'm just a simple girl who always get caught up in messed up situations and complicated life. Been having a really hard and painful time, and I'm not trying to get emotional or being pitiful. I'm writing this is just for the sake of throwing something out of my chest.

Well, what can I do to make things right??..My bro told me one thing this morning, "I'm fuckin tired trying to fix our family". I was thinking, that's exactly how I felt for a long time ago!..Like him, I am now still finding my way out from all the screaming and tears. And hopefully I will find that bright rennbowy way.If u ask me what's the thing that I will change in my life if I were given a chance, well, for now, I will said none!. It's true, you can't choose your family, and I'm not gonna start choosing. It's them who create the ME now, and it's them who gave me my life that I'm living now. Guess every family have their own story, I'm having mine in a different way~ I'm taking it this way- The pain, it's not enough to kill me, it only makes me stronger~

Hmmm..Enough of the stories. Else it'll go on and on and on until forever~

Verdict- I'm RENN, like the name, my life it full of down pour "RAIN", like the name, I do believe someday my RENNBOW will appear with extra glittery colour!~

More updates next post guys...It's great to be back!..XoXo

single or attached???

2010-06-11T15:59:00.001-07:00

single and it's complicated~~

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Who and when was your first kiss?

2010-06-09T18:27:00.001-07:00

LOL..french one or wat??^^

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If you could change one thing that happened last year what would it be?

2010-06-09T18:25:00.003-07:00

nothing~..wat will be..will be!

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Do you consider yourself a good dancer?

2010-06-09T18:25:00.001-07:00

tht's a good 1 Q!...i'm still learning...never good enuff..tht way only i able to keep myself learning and improving!

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How would you describe your style?

2010-05-07T10:43:00.001-07:00

no style~

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Would you rather vacation at the beach or in the mountains?

2010-05-07T10:41:00.001-07:00

gimme my BEACH~

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What's your favorite drink?

2010-05-07T04:48:00.001-07:00

diet coke/ coke light

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What would be the best thing about being a vampire?

2010-05-07T03:42:00.001-07:00

natural good looking mysterious aura~

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What would your perfect day look like?

2010-05-07T03:40:00.001-07:00

i have a lot of version..here's 1..open eyes, start with a sweet smile, seeing people tht i like, laugh fun play,hang out...endof the day..i'll still giggle when i think back~~

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Sneakers or sandals?

2010-05-07T03:36:00.001-07:00

SNEEEEEEEEEAKERSSSS!!

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What was the happiest moment in your life?

2010-04-25T14:41:00.001-07:00

being with my loved ones, seeing him/ them happy..then again, high sch period, and spending fun time wth my friends make me the happiest person in the world too~~

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Who's the sexiest man alive?

2010-04-25T14:36:00.001-07:00

tae yang, daniel henney, my future yeobo!..LOL

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Where's your favorite place to buy clothes?

2010-04-25T07:51:00.001-07:00

huh!!!..ALOT!!!..practically all the shopping centers in KL...1U, Sunway, Sg. Wang, Times Square, Pavillion.u name it!

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What was the worst concert you went to?

2010-04-25T07:42:00.001-07:00

non..i will just make myself into the SELF-HIGH mode~..no matter how bad, i will still enjoy~lol

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If you could look like anybody, who would it be?

2010-04-25T07:41:00.001-07:00

angelina jolie~~~LOL

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Would you rather date a lot of different people, or be in a committed relationship?

2010-04-25T05:02:00.001-07:00

committed...but then again..it's DAMN complicated!

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If you could rid the world of one thing, what would it be?

2010-04-25T04:40:00.001-07:00

myself

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What one thing are you exceptionally bad at?

2010-04-25T04:35:00.001-07:00

ignoring certain things~..and also over come my phobia in Relationship?

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Who was the best boss you've ever had?

2010-04-25T03:32:00.001-07:00

Roche??..haha.bodek a bit!~

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Would you rather be really hot or really cold?

2010-04-25T03:23:00.001-07:00

yer..neither of them..i get very irritated when i'm hot and i get really suffer when i'm cold..my lips turn purple real fast and i look like being poisoned which i hate the most!

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When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?

2010-04-25T03:20:00.001-07:00

ou..there's a lot...a business woman, doctor, actress, model, etc etc..even someone's leading lady ( it's not even a job)!.lol..but all failed~~haih~

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If you could attend any concert, what would it be?

2010-04-25T03:17:00.001-07:00

Dancers Gala...is there anything like tht??LOL..like LXD^^

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Who and when was your first kiss?

2010-04-25T03:14:00.003-07:00

LOL...Secret~~~

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If you had the opportunity to live one year of your life over again, which year would you choose?

2010-04-25T03:14:00.001-07:00

this year..i dun think of this oo..i let the past be the past..wat's important is i live my present life as happy as possible ^^

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Do you believe in luck?

2010-04-25T03:11:00.001-07:00

yup i do...just last month encounter once~..out of the blue!!..kaka

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What's one food you'll never eat again?

2010-04-25T03:10:00.003-07:00

jellied blood??!!..EWwwWww

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Do you want to be buried or cremated?

2010-04-25T03:10:00.001-07:00

cremated

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are you single ?

2010-04-25T03:07:00.001-07:00

yup..single and available.but also it's damn complicated!..LOL

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Who's the most talented person you know?

2010-04-24T23:32:00.003-07:00

errrr~..still thinking~~~i really have no idea eh`

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do you love your brother ?

2010-04-24T23:32:00.001-07:00

HELL YES!!!!..OF COS I DO!!!LOL

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do you have someone you really like right now?

2010-04-24T08:27:00.001-07:00

yup..i guess~~LOL

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2010-04-23T18:40:00.007-07:00

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2010-04-23T18:40:00.005-07:00

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2010-04-23T18:40:00.003-07:00

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2010-04-23T18:40:00.001-07:00

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I Love My JoB, I loVe My JoB , I LURRRVEEE My JoB!!!!

2010-04-01T03:57:00.000-07:00

Hey,it's been a while since my last visit~~miss u guys so much!!..I'm adapting my new life in the working world currently~..A total new chapter in my life, I'm nothing more than a baby learning to crawl~..I started working on 1st of April 2010..The process of getting through the interview were crazy~..From 200 over candidates, 8 eventually got to the 2nd interview, and now there were only 4 of us..

Blur case Bob, Smartie Jin, Crazie Renn, and Farnie Jane!..the final 4 ..The FANTASTIC 4!

From total strangers,we became real good friends and did everything together until people started saying that we are so glued to each other!..LOL..Well, sort of!

Then there were this event called the National Sale Convention (NSC), held every 3 years once!..Lucky us joined Roche at the perfect time!!.This year, it was held in Pullman Hotel in Putrajaya for 4 days 3 nights.We were divided into different groups with the theme"Disney in Us!". The teams were Cars, Finding Nemo, Lion King, A Bug's Life and TARZAN!..ME!!..Tarzan!!!..Lead by the sweetie, petite but caliber lady, Wei Wan, All of us gave 101% effort to make the best out of it!.There were shout outs, booth setting, flags, performance etc..OMG..so much to prepare!!..Thx to all the seniors (Noora and Wei Wan especially), Tarzan hit the home run and won as the grand winner!!!...The greatest time I had was of course the last night, the Gala dinner night where everyone have to wear a costume by the theme Disney!..It was fun to see so many Disney character in real life!!... So many to talk bout the NSC..i'll post it in a separate post later^^..LOL

What about my company???..Well, Roche is a great company with nice people, seniors are so helpful and all 4 of us did enjoyed working there...Stress thing is, we have to sit for exam every 3 months with passing marks 80 and above!DIE!!!..i dun even dare to imagine wat's the consequences!!..Talking about people in Roche, we didn't know the managers and seniors can be that crazy funny until we went to the NSC..all their kiddo self were brought out during the meeting!..1st week self introduction was chaos..haha..the ultimate question, "Are you single and available?"..all 3 of them are attached~,, When it comes to my turn, and my answer was S&A...the whole room went crazy..whistling here and there, teasing the single bachelor colleagues!!..I was blushing as red as an apple that time!!..LOL..so funny!

It's already been nearly 2 months now~ All 4 of us are still learning and adjusting ourselves in the field trying to pick up the pace!..I tend to keep pressuring myself to do better...i was worried seriously~~My job, it's really not that easy! I was tagged with my senior, Ash, for the whole week and was introduced to the doctors and the places. So much to learn, I can't even digest!..Ash was helpful and nice! how I hope I can tag with her forever!!

Up till now, I've just got my wings and begin to go alone. driving the whole KL alone, jam long walks, forever waiting, all that, it's really not that simple and fun. Thought, I"ll keep my finger crossed for all the challenges that's coming my way!..Form here onwards, I kick off and shine!!!

Wish myself a colourful working life!

MJ Charity Show

2010-03-26T21:43:00.001-07:00

A touch of Rennbow's life~

2010-03-25T20:10:00.000-07:00

Hey folks!~
Ya ya, I know it's been a while since I last update my blog~....It's been a busy time~
Prepare for charity show, me searching for job, went interview, grandma came , grandma back and grandma come again...Mom and dad fight, peace a moment and fight again..etc...phew~..too exhausted!
Also, started Dennis' class on March, celebrated Teng's birthday, crazy time with RV, Geraldine went Penang for her baby girl (can't wait^^), some confessions were made (shocking but flattering)..Then, recently been enjoying my days chatting with Lucky till crazy EARLY...haha..Laughing too much!..Though, Dad was admitted to hospital for quite sometime edi, Hmm, I told myself, suck it up! Big girls don't cry!...I wanted to face this as calm as I could with all the chaos from family~..It was a really hard time!..Every time trying fake a smile even when I'm dead upset, I just don't want to bring this negative energy to my friends..Laughing so crazily with them, deep down, there's somewhere wounded and I guess I have to let it heal silently...Haih~
Btw, went through a crazy interview, I was short listed from 200 0ver candidates and here I am, they've confirmed me!!!..Wahahahaha...Not bad huh?!
Hopefully I'll enjoy my days working!!..
There's too much to summarize, there's been alot ups and downs...but what keeps me going is the support I got from my relatives and friends. So ya, here I am, still struggle hard to live my life happily and trying to put my problems and sadness behind myself...Remember I used to be the most unlucky girl in the world?..Well not this time, I'm not gonna give in to this so called "fate".. and i'll create my luck on my own!!..Cheers for Renn!!!

dayDream Album Launching, Thai Club, KL

2010-03-10T00:57:00.000-08:00

I was invited to the dayDream 1st album launching on 8th of March 2010 at Thai Club, KL. dayDream was the latest band established under ManRoom which was the same company with ManHand. It consist of 6 members, namely Daeren Tan, also one of the members of ManHand; his brother, Ryan Tan; Raja, Ryan, Chris and Jason.
The event started at 2pm, after registration, we were given a door gift which look like a delivery packet. After opening, it was actually their album, uniquely designed with light blue, white and orange tone. I really like that album concept, where you can change their clothes according to your preference, simply symbolizing that our life is full of choices and if you dare to dream, you can rule your destiny.
They came out performing with a catchy light blue mechanic outfit, bringing up the party atmosphere. Everyone was so busy snapping pictures of them including me. Their songs were more singing than rapping based, unlike Manhand. I do enjoy their song anyway,a different feel.

Their 1st album!!..nice design!

The crowd which include media, newspaper reporters and photographers!

dayDream rule the stage!

dayDream featuring ManHand!...one big family!

The group picture!..thanks to all the VVIPs!!!

Thanks for the hardwork again!!!..Yeah!!

dayDream...dream your dreams and make it come true!!

Me and Joe!!!

Fai and Renn !

Dreaming already!

Saw Von and quickly grab her for picture!!!..She's becoming more and more beautiful in a very stylish way!

Love this pic!

The simple buffet

Well, I had fun and all the best to dayDream!!!..Waiting for your upcoming nice song and marvelous performance!!!..Salute everyone that involved, especially god bro,Don Ng!!!..That was super hard work!...Support dayDream, support ManHand, support ManRoom!..U guys rock!

San Terri Cottage, Times Bookstore, Pavillion

2010-03-07T08:06:00.000-08:00

And the story continues...

Previous post was talking about me having my wonderful lunch with wonderful people at a great restaurant, Grandmama's. But the fun doesn't stop there, Stephen brought me into Times Bookstore after the lunch..Thinking to myself, well that was weird, Stephen doesn't seems like someone who'll spend his leisure time reading!..haha...no offense!..Well, the truth is, it was not the books he's bringing me to, but a hidden gem inside the books store!- San Terri Cottage!

San Terri Cottage is located in level 6 Pavillion, inside Times Bookstore. I had totally no idea that there was such a good place hidden in the book store. It was quite, with soothing music giving a very calming feeling. Grab your favorite book, have a cuppa with extreme tempting aroma, match it with cute beautiful cakes..life has never been that perfect!...Aside of coffees and cakes, their menu also consist of a huge varieties of beverages, comestibles and desserts that will definitely tinkle your taste bud!

Soft comfy couch at a hidden corner..best for relaxing!

Stephen was forced to be my model!..haha

Fish eye effect on Stephen^^

Nice quiet environment with tons of books surrounding you!

The cute lovely counter

The cute petite cakes!

They offer sandwiches and other snacks too!

illy espresso machine!

Brewed Coffee!...smells heavenly!

Cappuccino...good companion for an exhausted afternoon!

Green Tea Azuki Swiss Roll!!Yum!!!..FYI, I'm a green tea sucker!

Cafe Latte...smooth and creamy!!

We were chilling happily there after the lunch..Uncle Lau brought his lap top along and showed me his diving pictures with Stephen in Redang Island~~Honestly, I was really glad to spend my afternoon with them, enjoying the real life before going back into reality..Though it was short, it was beautiful!.San Terri, this place is another heavenly place for a sweet escape from the reality tiring life!

Grandmama's, Pavillion KL

2010-03-06T20:47:00.000-08:00

Guess we've all been so caught up with our life burden and responsibilities, so badly that we've forgot the main thing in life is to relax and enjoy it..And to do so, a simple "sit down and chat" in a relaxing environment will do the trick..I'm lucky I had a chance to experience this short yet soul comforting moment again on this beautiful afternoon!

It all started with a rushing and unprepared interview in Roche..That morning was a disaster as I was so extreme tired due to the continuous dance rehearsal for the up coming show and the superb lack of sleep on the night before (only 30min)..Guess God must have mercy on me, seeing me so exhausted, God wanted me to have a break, relax and chill...haha... What made me say so???..The interview was delayed and reschedule to another day because the director was not free... And my uncle, Stephen..suddenly gave me a call and invited me for lunch..and the great day started!..

I was introduced to a new dining place in Pavillion, called Grandmama's..I soon discovered that the owner of this place is actually related to the owner of the infamous Madam Kuan's Restaurant, that explains the similarity of the menu...The environment was good, the wooden tables and chairs plus warm lighting created a soft relaxing ambiance. The food, Well let's see..

Warm lighting!

Relaxing environment..great for talk!

Mango Lime Frosties!

Green Tea

Sang Har Ho Fun...recommended by Stephen, it was really full of flavour, not to mention, arteri clogging too!!!..CHOLESTEROL!!!!

Garlic Escargot!..So fragrant, smelling it alone it's already enough to make you drool!

Grilled Chicken...Huge cut of meat, with generous portion of fries!

Prawn hor fun dry version...fresh prawns and smooth noodles!

The 3 gentlemen that I had my lunch with!..Stephen, Uncle Lau and Nick Fai!...My pleasure!

Thanks to Stephen and Uncle Lau for the treat!..And it was nice meeting Uncle Lau..I had a great time chatting with them..They were nice people!..Let's not forget Fai too..Thank Q!..But we didn't end there...After lunch, I was brought to another great place..Where???..Stay tuned for more!~~~

Room Eighteen ( 拾八风味) , Times Square

2010-03-03T10:02:00.000-08:00

It was not my 1st time visiting Room Eighteen (拾八风味), a relatively new franchise from Tai Thong Group of Restaurants.I remember it had already successfully tickled my taste bud during the 1st encounter which was the reason for my continuous re-visit!.. Their astounding varieties of food were skillfully concocted by chefs from Hong Kong and China. Despite the "higher-than-average" price, their ingredients were fresh and I don't know whether as it the menu or the environment, I was tempted to order more!..Everything just seems extra delicious~

The cooking area~

The dining area~

Back view of the restaurant~

I love the clean and simple yet catchy deco~

Their beverage counter~

Customers already filling the place early in the morning!

Cutie waiter taking orders carefully~

Mom was 1 difficult customer to please!..Surprisingly he's still smiling there!..

The tempting menu!

Pu er tea~

Oo Long tea~

Hot cocoa~

Iced lemon tea with aleo vera..refreshing!

Citrus Romance...ice shave served with honey sea coconut, nata de coco and grass jelly...honey sea coconut was not available, so it was replaced with mangoes..healthy dessert!

Steam rice with spare ribs...the warm rice was fluffy and flavorful...meat was tender, goes well with the bean paste sauce

Prawn wanton noodle soup...fresh prawn wanton.love the texture!

Thai hot and sour seafood soup!..I'm loving it...not too hot, sourness just right..just the way I like it!

Served with lots of mushrooms and tomato cubes, with fish slices, squid, and prawns..yum yum!

Mom and mom's mom!..mommies!

Mom's mom and mom's friend..the great auntie Sammi...she's like a family!

Grandma...loved always and forever!

Service wise..I was happy from the moment I walked in until the moment left. Their warm greeting, friendly smiles,and attentive service...Honestly, those guys really made my day!..Ou, did I mention we realized majority of their staff were male and we thought they were actually quite cute!!..haha..My eyes were as busy as my mouth the whole time being there!..just kidding!..Nah, dun worry, it won't affect my judgment towards the food!.hehe.....But honestly, they were really friendly!..A staff was so so attentive, he made us felt like a VIP there..He even shake my hand before leaving!..That was so sweet!..haha..Personally, I like it there and definitely will pay another visit soon!

Boston, Leisure Mall

2010-03-01T19:25:00.000-08:00

It's been a while since the last time I went Leisure Mall. I was surprised that the whole dining area was renovated and all brand new!!!..A lot of new restaurant has moved in, such as Old Town White Coffee, Sakae Sushi, Big Apple Doughnut and etc...Spotted a new restaurant that I haven't try before...So let's hit it!..Boston, here I come!

Boston Concept Restaurant was established in May 2005, aspired with a fusion of Western and Asian cuisine that suited Malaysian palates well. It has around 14 outlets all over Malaysia, each with a unique modern interior design. This new outlet in Craving Lane, Leisure Mall has a unique antique Chinese style with a twist of modern design and great lighting, giving me a very warm, casual comfort feel.
Browsing through the menu, it reminds me of Papa Rich...Honestly, it was very similar~..Well let's see how's the environment and the foods!

The new dining area in Leisure Mall!

Target restaurant of the day, Boston~

Simple and comfy interior design

Great lighting..

Mirror wall..

Almond milk...personally, I don't fancy almond drink that much...taste weird!

Grass Jelly Sea Coconut Ice!..Refreshing for a burning day!

Curry noodle..Kinda oily..really oily!!!

French Toast...

Chicken Curry Bread..only a small piece of dry chicken, and doesn't even have a single potato, covered with watery curry..errrrr..~

French Toast were fluffy and nice when eaten warm

Look at the amount of peanut butter...OMG!!..That's indulging!

Fai and Geraldine..

Me~

Verdict, there are some hits and misses...The price of the food, I felt it's a bit funny...the chicken curry bread was same price or even more expensive than the curry noodle...which was not worth it at all!..All in all, if you're looking for a decent local taste with comfy environment, you can give Boston a try!

Always On My Mind~

2010-02-28T21:53:00.000-08:00

Hi guys!~
Welcome back to my little Rennbow World^^..Well, last post were talking about CNY...that it has came to an end..how sad!..But how I ended it?...HAPPY!!
Stephen King (Kok Seng) held a family gathering in his house in Kepong and invited all of us cousins there...Out of expectation, attendance all checked!!..All so good girls and boys this time!!!..Awww~..We even brought our grandma there, to meet her old friends..She was so extreme happy that night..I'm so so glad!..So did us!..Really enjoyed the party!..

Well, I'll let the pictures do the talking~

Everyone was enjoying the fun~

Sushi prepared by real pro sushi chefs!

Varieties of food prepared by Kok Seng's mom, my "Sa Cim Po"~Impressive!

My the other cousin twins (male version of Yuf)..Barret Lim!..Handsome leh??..

Selina dear looking pretty like always!

My another cousin bro, Cloud Lim a.k.a Bernie!!

Cutie Jay jay dear..sweet like always~

Yuf and I, the fake twins!

Kok Seng and his beloved little princess!!

Kok Seng a.k.a Stephen and I

Yi-Hann (Bro) the camera shy and Renn-Syin the camwhorer!!

The cousins!..It's all love!

Everyone~..So complete!

The boys~ handsome!

The girls...Pretties!

Steph brought her BB along..Chris welcome to the group!

Grandma, I love u!

Forever our cutie grandma!

Forever my beloved bro!

A happy family!..Love my relatives!!

Appreciate this gathering so much...Special thanks to Stephen and family!!..how warm~

Tiger Year..RAAWWWWW!!!!!

2010-02-28T19:41:00.000-08:00

Blink blink blink...OMG!..CNY it's over!!!..That was scarily super fast and how I hate it!!!
Hmm..this year CNY was a bit different than every other year, coz I didn't follow my mom back to hometown in Ipoh..nor my Dad to his GF's place in Penang..I figured I rather stay here in KL..Well, I would say it's not that bad!
Reunion dinner to my family meant nothing~..So, Bro and I don't really make it a big deal. My uncle, knowing that both of us were alone in KL, invited us to join his family reunion dinner in Seremban, Mantin...Yup, I joined baby Yuf's family and that was my 1st "Lou Sang" this year..Hwattt Arrrr!!!

1st Lou Sang

Dishes prepared by auntie..so home feel!!

Went shopping crazily with Yuf right before CNY..that way super last minute!

Cookies and oranges~

Grandma..love her

Flowers at uncle's house

Spending a night there, we went back to KL on the 1st day of CNY. Once reach KL, my activities was "called up people and join them for the rest of my days"...Go out during the morning, come back at night with an exhausted condition just nice to sleep and recharge for the next day!..My CNY has never been that "Fulfilled" ever since we started to grow up and when fire crackers and lion dance doesn't exist in my hometown anymore~ Well, it's kinda sad case, but that's the reality, that's my family and that's something I had accepted..or rather working on accepting~ At 1st I thought staying in KL during CNY will be very boring..but haha..guess it turns out well, out of expectation...Everyday was a laughter!

Whole a lot people in Mid Valley on the 1st day of CNY!

Taiwan Ice!

Party at Pat's house~

My second Lou sang at Patrick's house!

Hwattt Hwwaaatt ar!

Secondary School Budds!!

Steamboat and BBQ!

Shopping and The Ship..again!

Beautiful lighting~

Wong Kok with friends~

Gabe look so stunt~

Out with Fai and Geraldine for movie~

Outing to The Curve with Teng, Yuf, Fai and Geraldine~

The Wishing Tree!

Hope my dreams come true!

Sistas!

Mom preparing for dinner with family friends~

What should I wear???

Ok!!..all done!

Dinner at Hee Lai Ton..

Mom and I!

My 3rd Lou Sang!

Hwaattt Hwaattt Hwwaaatt ar!!

Dishes..yumm!!

As I said..keep going here and there..visiting and stuff...everyday was fully filled!!!..Then I had my forth Lou Sang with RV, Eddie, Suki, Bonnie and her boy boy, Fai and Geraldine..forgot to bring camera so no pics!.. Enjoying all the moments, before I realize, it was already the last day of CNY...How I celebrate it???..Haha..Stay tuned for more~~~

Just Another Valentine~

2010-02-28T03:17:00.000-08:00

Hey hey..I know it's been a while since that sweet lovey dovey day..anyway, today it's the Valentine day on the Chinese calender..So, Happy Chinese Valentine and Chap Goh Meh too!!
Planning to throw any oranges into the river??.I planned to throw a watermelon instead..the bigger the better eh??..Kaka..kidding la.Nah..not throwing any...rather eat it!..
Speaking of which...Ya, Valentine for me.. it's Just Another Valentine..It doesn't make a particular special meaning or what so ever to me for all these years..Well, maybe once or twice,but as long as I remember..I still don't have THAT impact Valentine yet!..Hmm...I wonder how long I've been single...It's like forever..haha..Ya..I heard it alot!..friends all keep complaining that I'm too picky, too cruel or whatever...Well, honestly even me myself doesn't know the real reason for being single that long!!..Maybe I'm too used to being single??Maybe phobia to relationship??..Maybe I haven't found the right one who could sweep my feet off the floor??..The possibilities are infinity!..and I just don' know!

Honestly, who doesn't want to be cared and pampered???..Who doesn't want a person who can share your everything, and being there for you no matter what happen??..Who doesn't want a person that will treat you like a princess (or prince) and having someone that you can rely on when u needed someone??
HONESTLY..WHO DOESN'T WANT TO BE LOVED??!!!

I'm just a normal girl who's searching for the same thing like everybody else!..Nah, I'm not talking about desperate and miserable of being single here..I'm talking about hope and faith here..Although being single for quite sometime,I still have high hope on my future "PRINCE CHARMING"..and faith (hopefully..haha) that I will be happily in love with the right guy!!..Just waiting for the right time, right guy and the right feel!..I believe in miracle!..Well, for the time being, I'll enjoy single and love every single one of you, my dears and darlings!!..Love u all!.Muuuuaaccks!

For you, My love, I'll Wait~

I'll have faith and wait..and still waiting with hope!

My Love, My LX3 ♥

2010-02-14T22:22:00.000-08:00

The lost of my Princess No.2 (Pink Sony T-77) and Princess No.3 (LG pink ice cream) together last year was like a huge slap on my face!!!..
Like I was bang by a huge yellow bus!!!..Ever since I've lost my babies, I've been depending on my amateur We8lO..but, sadly, he's not the quality I'm looking for..so, no feel!!

Finally, I found him"LuiX3 Lumix"!.. It's like a wake up call to tell me I have to move on and let my babies rest in peace...It was love at first sight!..He is cute and good looking...not to mention, he is the one of a kind legendary dream!!!..He is popular too!..I've been doing research for months...wondering if he's a worth???..Well, being popular indirectly made him a lot of rivals~..He, "Gerall Canon", and his brother "Si9O Canon" appeared in my life at the same time!..At a moment..I was confuse which one to choose.. I love them all.But who is the ONE???But despite them, "LuiX3" has a mesmerizing eyes (Leica "eyes") which enough to kill!!!He has the whole package that I'm looking for...My heart is telling me he's definitely a keeper!
We finally met on 9th Feb 2010! After a short intro, I began to feel even more interested!..Magically, direct contact with "LuiX3" instantly created sparks between us..unlike the chemistry between me and "LuiX3", the "Canon" brothers just lack of something...Don't get me wrong, the "Canon" brothers were super great and there's definitely sparks too..but the sparks was not magical enough!..haha..Before leaving the place, I turned around, looking at "Gerall Canon", and "Si9O Canon"...Well, sorry I have to say to the "Canon" brothers..Guess our fate were not strong enough!."LuiX3" followed me home that day and that's it!.our relationship started..He has never fail to make me happy and he is full of surprises!..He's very close to me, practically spending everyday with me..I'm happy with him and together, we create sweet memories!!

Intro to you, my new prince~

He's like a dream~...Everything from his eyes was a miracle!

Me and my prince, "LuiX3"

He's charming, talented, and good looking..he's fit, smooth and cute...He has eyes that could tell stories..Everything from him was like a window to paradise!!!( Well, sort of~)..My instinct telling me, I had made the right choice!..He's THE ONE..He could give me the happiness that I'm looking for!.. My one and only prince..."LuiX3 Lumix"..I LOVE You!

To know more about my prince, pls visit http://www.lx3-photography.com/ or http://www.panasonic.com.my/web/pid/5859

The Brand New Me♥

2010-02-11T09:29:00.000-08:00

It was my 1st time!..A whole lot of mix feeling surrounded me...Happy, exciting, scared, worried~ you name it~
What if I regret?, what if I don't like it??..Does it feel pain??..Can stop half way ar??..Once it's done..I'm no longer a ..virgin anymore!!

I MEANT MY HAIR!!!...Ahahaha..I'm no longer a so-called virgin hair anymore!
Believe it or not...I'm 22 years old now and I've never dye my hair before!..I've changed a lot of hair styles before- long, short, pixie, fringe, straight, wavy..etc..but not my hair colour..Imagine, 22 years of silky black hair, a little boring honestly!!..So, this year, I decided to give it a try!

I went to mom's shop on Monday (8th Feb) to do my hair ...mom's friend, Ling, who is a hair stylist, purposely sacrifice her off day to help us dye our hair!!..Thanks so much to her!!!..Considering my hair was very pitch black, she got no choice but to bleach my hair using the strongest bleach in order to get the colour I desired. She warned me that it'll damage my hair, but in the desire of beauty, do whatever it takes!
1st attempt of bleaching was unsuccessful..The colour of my hair doesn't change at all...But then mom realized there's a hint of brown colour, so she suggested to go for another round of bleaching...OMG!!!..There goes my hair!!!..guess it was left on my hair for too long, my hair turned gold blonde under the light after washing!..OMG!!!Although mom said it actually suites me, I honestly not ready to go that blonde on my 1st time!!.Ling mixed 2 tubes of Schwarzkopf IGORA hair colour dye for me and mom began to apply it onto my hair..after waiting for 30-35 minutes...Voila'..here it is..my brunette hair!!

The process~

Right after bleach...without the light..my fringe is already blonde!

Trust me the colour was even lighter in real..when under the light..it's like gold blonde!!

Mom and her friends said the colour makes me look very fair!

Looking back the picture only I realized it's actually not that weird..haha

Right after the dye-ing...without light..darker shade~

From Black to Fringe blonde to Brunette!

Under the light..gets brighter..a little maroon brown shade~

Direct sunlight...

Colours are evenly distributed now~

Natural brown hair me!..wahahaha

The new me!

Well, at 1st still getting used to my hair colour, it really gets quite bright under the light!..Because I'm always a super black hair girl, I keep worrying that my new hair was to bright for me..(dun wanna look like a seafood, you know what I mean?..Haha)..Fortunately, I was getting good responds from people around me..Guess it's not that bad, isn't it???...Well, at least it's a change!!!..Next time I'll try the lighter shade! (I really look so fair with that colour!..haha)
I'M LOVING THE NEW BRUNETTE ME NOW!!..What do you think??..TeeHeeee~

Tales of 2 Korean Dolly

2010-02-04T00:37:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I do believe I have some random lucky day once in a while~ Why do I say so???..Well, I received an offer to work for a Korea Food Fair and the pay was so tempting that I was in a dilemma whether I should accept the job or gave up my photo shooting which happened to fall on the same day!
Being a realist, I at last decided to give up photo shooting and aim for a higher pay!..haha.
Thanks to Crystal, she recommended me to the agent Calvin and I gave him a call. After sending him my profile, I was immediately accepted by the Korea employer!..Yeay!!..That was one good news!!..I recommended Amanda to Calvin too, since she was as desperate as me trying to make money!.Luckily, she was accepted too!..So here, our fun story being a Korean girl begins~
On 31st Jan, we went to Pavillion together and there, we met Calvin, our friendly agent...He leaded us to Mercato' and we were asked to change into Korean traditional costume, Hanbuk..It was my 1st time wearing Hanbuk, since I didn't have a chance to wear it during my last trip to Korea. We were introduce to our employer,Mr. Ray- the serious but actually nice guy; and Joon- the cute 23 yrs old, son of the big boss!..After a brief product training, Amanda and I started our work, modeling as a Korean Dolly and promoting as well!
Wearing Hanbuk in Malaysia was definitely something "refreshing"...We became the center of peoples attention and everyone SCANNED us from head to toe then back to head no matter where we go!..People then start coming to us for pictures and some even tease us Dae Jang Gum!..But we are not annoyed at all!...We were actually kinda enjoying it!..Lets not forget the uncountable compliments from many people that we met in that two days. That was really really flattering!..Honestly, I really love it being treated that way, like a doll!

Amanda and I spent more than 24 hours together for the 2 days..sometimes when it gets boring, we began our girl chat, so excited that we couldn't stop!..We talked basically everything-family, friends, guys, love..etc. We even dance our "wall to wall" steps wearing Hanbuk!!..That was a little extreme!!!..haha..Not to mention, we got so excited we even sang so loudly in the market!!!..OMG!!!..the workers saw us, they began to laugh!!!..haha...two silly girls!!

We made some new friends there...We even have our contact exchange...some are Koreans, professors, winter clothes designers, and even Models!!!.from Canada and New York, and I tell you, they both were good looking, seriously!!..We even met a crazy nerd guy who was so disgusting..ewwww..that was scary!..He keep bugging us and he doesn't want to leave the place!..Sucks!!!..All kinds of people we have in the world!!!

Both Amanda and I enjoy working together very very much and we even more happy to work for our Korean employer as they were really really good people!!..Amanda and I met Joon today (4 Feb) for our salary and he treated us for Korean BBQ and kimchi soup lunch at the Ampang Korean Village!!!..OMG!!!that was one real good employer!!!..He turns out to be really funny and cute and we had a really great lunch together!!!..Hope we'll meet up soon!!!..Thanks to Calvin, Mr. Ray, Joon, Crystal and Amanda..I had a really great time!!!

Picture time!^^

Here we go!

The 1st dress...so blue..but client say looks like yukata..so, pass!!

I'm loving my dress!

Amanda look so cute!

This piece looks like a wedding dress!

Transforming into korean dolly!

We're all done!!

Annyong!..Amanda looks exactly like a Korean!

Annyong Haseyo!

Amanda and I

RennRenn (me)

Amanda

Fooling around while working!

So heavy!!!..looks like she wanna go to the toilet!

Having fun with the camera!

See how we love our job??..haha

During lunch time..buying Korea Kimchi tofu soup!!!

Having Matcha ice cream at MOF!

We love orange!!!

Oh my!..look at the candies!!!!

Discover a place with lovely deco!

Amanda promoting the tea!

Renn promoting the set tea...so cute utensils!

The Korean Food

The people~

Me, Alexey (model from New York) and Amanda!!

Sam and I

Random shop keeper who insisted to take picture with me while I'm trying to go to the restroom!

Mercato's staff and Amanda!

It was such a great experience working with Amanda under this Korean employer...With Calvin's help and care...we were really having fun all the while and it really boost our spirit to do our best...I was wondering how many thousand times I had greeted"Annyong Haseyo" and did the 90 degree bows!!!..Break the world record!!!!..haha..
We made a lot of friends and hope that we could have a chance to work together again..maybe next time we can try Japanese eh???..haha

(P/S: By the way, did I mention that the photoshooting was canceled and they will re-schedule another time due to the photographer was busy???..So, that means I did not missed the shooting and I had made the right choice to accept the job!..LUCKY ME!)