Dreaming

These few weeks I just don't know why...I keep having this ultimate bad migraine practically every night!..the pain was not severe at first...it was just normal headache...

Then it became worst...my head pain until I will wake up at the middle of the night and it was the toughest moment as it was too pain to fall back asleep...staying awake at the wee hours...I found myself even more lack of sleeps than my usual already-lack-of-sleep lifestyle...
At one point...I realise I have to depend on Panadol just to make the pain subside and help myself to fall back to sleep peacefully...I remember there was one night I started feeling pain and I "pop" 2 Panadol into my mouth..middle of the night, I suddenly woke up and was so suffer of the headache, I "pop" another panadol but it was not working...feeling so desperate, I swallow another Panadol Activfast...then only I manage to calm down...WHAT WAS HAPPENING???..

Was it stress?, disease?, those so call "FIRE"?..long hours in front of wave releasing electronics?..what causes all those pain?

Yesterday, I came back to Bangsar...hoping it will feel better with a different environment...it's still the same..midnight around 2am..the pain started!..
I force myself to sleep...and I don't know after how long, I felt asleep without even noticing...

I'm not very sure how the situation started, I found myself in super pain...struggling to get out of it...I was massaging my head but it's not working at all..lying there feeling vulnerable, I was practically screaming in pain!...Suddenly, someone came out of no where, to me...and "He" gave me the best remedy..A HUG!...a hug so warm and safe...that I felt so relief...it put me into ease...I calmed down and was lying so comfortably in his hug...and he was talking to me..mumbling something that I can't really remember what he had said~~..the pain was still there..but in his hug, I felt so much better...
All of a sudden, the pain got bad and I jump out of it, out of my dream...realising I'm still in my room, I look at my watch, it was only 4am plus!..sigh~~~A DREAM!!!

Ouch!..there comes the pain again!!!!...ARGHHHH!!!

I tried to recall the dream as I was dealing with the pain and trying to make myself fall back asleep..feeling a total blur in the middle of the annoying pain..What was that???..A night mare?...a sweet dream???..I don't know=="...and I don't know at what time I fall back asleep..

As now I'm awake, I'm thinking...What was that dream suppose to meant?Haha..think back, it might sounds like a weird/fake fairytale..but..I'm so glad I had that dream!!...If all that was real, I tell you, the moment in his arm, his hug, I felt so comfy and warm...it's like a shoulder to cry on when you're sad, a tap on the back when you're down, a warm arm when you're cold, a simple smile when you feel shitty...a feeling of someone is there to care for you.. a simple hug is the best remedy and that's all I ask for!..(be it from a family, friend, or even a lover)



Call me childish or sentimental or even emo...haha..I don't give a damn..but hope that if I ever have that vulnerable moment again (touch wood), hope that secure feeling will be there to support me!!..Well, if tonight the headache ever happens again (touch wood again), hopefully He'll hug me again..even if it's a dream!..haha (I'm silly.. I know)..





Wake up la Renn!!!..dun dream la..hahahaha



Anyway, whether that person or that feeling will even happen to me again, I just want to tell you, I care for you!...hope that gives you the same feeling that I experienced that night!

Bagan Hailam Restaurant, Port Klang..Happy Seafood Dinner in a Fishing Village

Remember I mentioned about my bro's belated birthday celebration???..Well, bro came back during the weekend and parents decided to have a family dinner all the way at Port Klang!!!..I was like ALL THE WAY FROM AMPANG TO PORT KLANG????..OMG!!..
That's super far!..but, what do I care?..I'm not the one who's driving..so ya..let's go!

Driving to Port Klang took about 1 hour plus..so sick of sitting in the car for that long...The scenery went from city, to highways, to factories to finally little village...after went through lots of little corners and small bumpy road..we finally reached the place...




The place was small and hidden...Once I got down from the car, I took out my handphone, Sony Ericsson W810 and began to snap pics.. since my camera is "dead" now!..Looking around, I realised it was a total different world from where I lived...It was quiet and peaceful there..a totally different feel compare to the city..



Teenagers were playing basketball there...they were very active and friendly...Joking with me as I'm snapping their pictures, they shouted..."hey, don't snap my pictures "lah", I'm very shy shy one "lah" hahaha.."..Smiling, I walked away, joining my family back who had walked a distance from me, heading to the restaurant...On the way, I saw these...





Villagers live in simple wooden house, simple facilities, definitely no high end technologies, electronics or entertainments...







The restaurant was quite a distance from the place we parked, I walked past this bridge which leads to the restaurant, located at the port..





When I finally reach there, I was amazed by the view...the cool breeze blew against my face, it was very relaxing!..Standing at the corner alone, enjoying the view and atmosphere there, I suddenly smiled, feeling kind of relief...Thinking, Hmm..a random simple things could actually make me felt so relaxed and empty...Empty in the sense like " I SEE NO EVIL, HEAR NO EVIL, SPEAK NO EVIL, TOUCH NO EVIL", like the time had freeze and things had slowed down...Feeling like scream out loud there and as I was so ready to really scream..."Aa~~(pausing)

" Ah girl~~~"...Someone called me..Looking back, my family was already sitting there, halfway ordering...Oops, I wondered how long I had actually spent on that paused time, totally didn't realise things around me!..and luckily, I didn't scream!!..there was other customers there!!..haha..Smiling, I walked to my family and join them ordering..









There comes the food not long after ordering..



Appetizer cost RM 2 per plate..yum yum!



Steam fresh prawns in egg and wine..it was delicious!



Stir fry kang kung..this was a "forgetable" vegetable..=='



"Chuk Than" in Kung po style..not too spicy, the clam was fresh



Steam fish..fish was a bit overdone..though, the sauce goes well with a bowl of white rice



Grilled Crab..meat was fresh..can really taste the original taste



Stir fry Mantis shrimp in salted egg..Shrimp was skimpy, there was more flour than the shrimp itself..hmm

The food overall was ok..but if you ask me, was it worth driving all the way from Ampang to Port Klang for them??...Hmm, I have to think twice...

After eating, I decided to head to the port again~
It was already getting dark by the time, it has a total different feeling with colourful neon lights..









Although it was not clear blue sea with seagulls and white sands...it's already enough to make me to stop and take a clear look at things around me...appreciating the nature and things and people around me..Thinking to myself, my life...it wasn't that bad, at least it's not the worst..depends on how I look at it...Another cool breeze strike my face again, and I made a silent promise to myself.." I'LL FILL MY LIFE WITH BEAUTIFUL COLOURS"..I'll smile as much as I can


It's funny such a simple place could give me such special feeling..Maybe after all, all I needed was THIS simple wake up call, reminding myself, LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL

After dinner, walking back to our car..I look at the villagers lifestyle and their living environment..youngsters were playing happily, neighbors were taking and laughing, a dad and his son were fishing at the port side...maybe us so call city people was too stress to slow down and enjoy the simplicity of life...our eyes was so covered with money, stress, pride, selfishness..we just can't see things in simple way...I think to myself, WHY MAKE THINGS COMPLICATED???? SIMPLICITY IS HAPPINESS!

*GeN JAPaNesE BuFFeT* \(^;^)/..boring weekend ended up great!

Yesterday (21st Nov), was suppose to be my beloved bro's birthday... all the while I was planning to celebrate with him, maybe treat him for dinner with family and get him a present, but all the idea was canceled as mom and dad went Ipoh during the weekend and bro didn't come back home( he was staying outside,u see)...mom on the other hand, was not supporting my idea to get bro a i-pod nano that he mentioned to me recently...a bit disappointed as plan was ruined, actually, more to felt sorry for bro..because..haiz..that another "Grandmother" long story...lets not bring it up here... guess me and bro didn't expect from family that much already...but anyway, I want to wish him, from the bottom of my heart...Happy Birthday and I love u Bro (Yi-Hann)..although didn't get to meet him this weekend, but I managed to give him a call and wished him..will replace another day for the celebration..Tanjobi omedetou, Bro..muacckkssss!

Back to the free-rather-home-alone weekend, as I was thinking what to do during the weekend...Hmm, maybe movies?..2012 was damn full, phobia 2?..many friends watched already and a lot do not dare to watch..ninja assassin not release yet..anyone wanna watch Astro boy?..haha..I love anime u see~=P ..maybe yum cha will be good too...as I was planning all these activities, I suddenly paused, thinking..my car.....no transport..plan cancel..haiz..~

As I predict my weekend without transport will spell out B-O-R-I-N-G~~~ Cece suddenly suggested dinner buffet on the weekend..dinner and have fun, and also to post celebrate Joan's birthday..My reaction, O-N!..haha






So on Sunday, we already discussed what dress code to wear and place to gather, and we went there together...oh, by the way, the girls decided to dress up a bit, all wearing dresses and Heng was looking good himself...5 girls, 1 guy...blissful him!..haha.. dinner was at 7pm...after a short jam around Chow Kit road, we finally reached on time...Gen Japanese Restaurant was located in Legend Hotel, on the 9th floor...as we walk in, we were greeted by very friendly staffs and the atmosphere was really warm and nice, filled with welcomes and smiles







We were seated in the middle of the restaurant, with nice view..once settled, hungry us can't wait any longer to grab some foods...Browsing around, there were few small counters such as cold appetizer, sukiyaki counter, salads counter ,dessert counter, main course, tepanyaki, cold soba area,ice cream counter and etc...the sashimi was fresh with different varieties available..sushi selection was extensive, Amanda dear grab alot of them, but end up didn't finish all..haha..luckily they don't charge for wasted food..if not we'll be in total big trouble!!!..oh, by the way, they serve bottomless green tea^^




Here's some of the pictures~




My cup of warm green tea..




So excited to eat!




Dear Joan and Amanda




Sweet Cece and Heng





Wasabi and some other sauces








Sushi on the boat








I like the baked cheese on top of the sushi!




Cold Appetizer area




The sukiyaki counter




Some of the sukiyaki selections




Salad counter






Appetizer counter






Main course area..they also serve noodle and rice..and also miso soup..beef, tonkatsu, fish, prawns, chicken wings,etc..I specially love their stir-fry vege..broccoli, mushroom and carrot with some asparagus like vege in creamy sauce..yum!




Varieties of dessert..








Fresh cut fruits...




Unfortunately, unlike Jogoya and Tenji, they only serve normal ice cream..not Haagen Daaz...taste wise..erm..you really want me to compare???..




Some food we took...there's squid, salmon sushi.tuna and salmon sashimi, cheese sushi and etc...




Edamame, baby octopus. fried vege, stuffed crab shell..






Crab meat mayo on toast and egg mayo on mantou...




Grilled fish, stuffed oyster, quail's egg..




Our sukiyaki...there's beef, shitake mushroom, grey oyster mushroom, enoki mushroom, glass noodle, tofu, and carrot..broth was clear and tasty...great served warm




Grilled prawn, battered fish, grilled beef




Chicken wings. and salads




Prawn tempura and spring roll together with sushi




Tepanyaki selection: stir-fry beef and grey oyster mushroom...this was good!!!!




Stir-fry chicken, grilled prawns







Erkkk..a bit full..rest for a while..camwhore a bit first!!




Cece and Joan




Heng and Joan




Me, Amanda, Joan and Rebecca~





I love this pic too bad blur already!..haih..




Me and Amanda!




Amanda dear..


Ok, can't resist ourselves to grab some dessert...aside mini cakes and puddings, they also serve fruits and sweet soups..lychee, sea coconut with white fungus and bo bo cha cha..^^



The lychee sea coconut with white fungus...




The captain was very very friendly, he kept talking to us the whole night!...Such a sweetie, he offered to get us some ice-cream..this was matcha azuki!..seeing Green tea reminds me of dear sis....




FYI, I love green tea stuff...I even have a nick name for the obsession...Matcha mui!



Introduce to you my matcha sister...Amanda...Thanks to Amanda, the "Matcha mui" name was given by her...




Enjoying my sweet dessert!




Joan damn yeng with this pose!




Cute Cece was super high that night!..cute!




Adorable shot glass puddings and jellies!.. so eye-pleasing!.colourful, cute and tiny!




Lychee sorbet...texture was a bit coarse..but sweet enough..




Wasted this nice pic..another blur




Mango, choco and strawberry ice cream served with peanuts on top


From 7pm we started eating, paused a while...taking pictures, laugh, chat..eat again..it was nice!
We had a lot great chats that night...Apparently, we were the most noisy group of people there!!!..OMG!..just can't control ourselves....haha

Amanda and I started to do silly things half way chatting...just suddenly gone crazy...suddenly so enjoy taking kissing pictures...there's one time we really touched our lips...haha..uncles and aunties around our table keep looking!!!...boy oh boy...we didn't bother but find for more "kissing props"!!!..my god!!haha..(P.S: no worries, me and Amanda were not les..we just have our crazy silly moment)






Silly eh?..><

We girls went into washroom..initially wanted to freshen up..but ended up..haha..cam whoring for nearly a good half an hour inside...pity Heng was waiting outside...alone some more..we girls, have to admit, when comes to cam whoring, we will not miss a chance!...sorry Heng!...




Me so busy there...hoho












Suddenly, Eddie called asking whether we want to have a drink or not...thinking that I had nothing to do back home and the others too, I asked him to wait at studio...as we were busy cam whoring in the washroom..we realised our handphones were ringing, but no one bothers..haha..bad us!...it was actually Eddie, trying to tell us he reached already..while we were still there in Legend Hotel!..We were like....OMG!!!..feeling so guilty having two guys waiting for us ...we finally gave up and left the place!..sorry Eddie!
Luckily. both of them were gentlemen enough to understand us girls..haha..add point for u guys!




Sweet Heng and Cece~


Well, when comes to the place and choice of food, Gen's was not as huge as Jogoya and Tenji...if you ask me, I still prefer Jogoya and Tenji over Gen ...but all that counts was the company and fun talk that night...such great time I had!(yeah I know I repeated for a good few times already =P)..Definitely looking forward for the next round!..but wait until my pocket recover first...that dinner cost us RM 95 each (individual plus Joan's share..each I think was RM 69 ++)..but all that was worth the money...as money can't buy that happiness we had that night!..

We met Eddie at studio and went Old Town for a drink...imagine us wearing like that walking into Old town..such a hilarious scene and yeah...everyone was looking as if we were aliens..but don't care, we went there for drinks and again..second round cam whoring!...ended up 1 am plus left there...we were kinda tired at the point...

Reached home, bathe, and start transferring pictures..haha...well, there's more pictures..but I haven't get it from the others...so, I will definitely update my post soon!..stay tune for more nice pics!..Love...XoXOxOxoXo